hi,
finally i came to know what my verticle is.its in gaming.my company maintains a odc (offshore development center) for a lottery gaint in us.that company is the biggie in online lottery business.they provide solutions and support to all states in us.they are the leaders in the industry.seems thay have a revenue of about a billion dollors.all over the world they have a market share of more than 70%.thats an amazing stuff.seems that company in weel known in the western world than in india.in india all lottery has been banned.and online lottery is not that much famous.am supposed to code software for that lottery gaint.u c in western countries going to casinos ,gambling,playing online lottery is day to day job and its no big deal.but in my country like india and especially my state tamil nadu if a person is related to lottery in anyway then thats it.people will have a bad feeling about that.in india online gambling,lotteries though if it is legal by law is not considered to be a thing that a good,well mannered individual will involve in.even i have a dislike for those people who play lottery.they just ruin their and their loved ones life having faith in some distant luck.i have heard and seen many stories as how famalies got ruined by lottery business.but u c now i have to code for a fucking lottery company.sigh what life it is.initially they in company told me that they would put me in gaming technology.i was feeling some what ok thinking i would be designing and coding some 3 d games.fuck me.now only i come to know about the reality.even i cant tell my mom that i work for a lottery gaint and i write code for that company.my parents will just freak out.i thought that i would be put in sustem software verticle.u c if u just say that the area i work is system software then u can see raised eye brows.they will just ask "vow ur area is system software!!!" but u c if say i code software for a online lottery company sigh they wont give a shit about me.my fiends working in wipro,infosys tell that they code for someone like nortel,bmw,daimler chrysler.what will i say if they ask me what company u code for?will i say that i code for a lottery company?no way then i will become a laughing stock among my friends.god why hadnt i put in system software.my freind gunda is in semiconductors and god the stories he tell about his project and stuff.oh man i am really pissed off.am jealous of him.i cant brag like gunda.now i have to tell lies.i have to tell everybody that i am in gaming technology and i code 3 d games.god why have u put me in such a position to lie to my friends about the nature of my work.everybody is telling that they work for some multinational and they talk about technologies like ipv6,3g etc but me what can i tell?can i tell that i have to understand how the lottery industry works?how i frame logic to recognise and validate a lottery ticket.i was one of the first guy to get placed.i still remember how much pain my friends suffered before getting placed.karur and muthu who got placed on the last day of their college life are working for a ATM major and are nowing going to us.initially when they got placed i was just thinking "hmmm they are now placed in a ATM machine manufacturer.what a pitty" but now i think working for NCR corporation is much more greater than for a lotto company.i cant never reveal to my friends that i work for a lotto major.never can i say that.god i beg u atleast dont create such a situation.i beg u god please at any point of time my real work should never be come to the knowledge of my freinds.even my place of work is far away and i have to travel about 1 hour daily to reach my company.how sad.i didnt get the verticle i liked the most then i have to travel for a long time to do something that i dont like from deep inside my heart.what life is this? think in my company nobody understands my feelings.please let me change my verticle.only consolation so for for me is that in my verticle there are more onsite oppurtunities than other verticles of my company.lets c what the fuck will happen.i can only blabber shit about my job cant do anything more than that than worrying about that.tomorrow i have planned to go to shrek 2 and bourne supremacy with my gang.think definitely the topic of my posting and the area of my work will come.god how can i anwser them?i have to lie no other option is there.i dont have a fucking postive feeling that things would be much better for me may be in the future.i wonder sometimes for getting fucking 20,000 ruppees i have to do something that i wont like.i have to.if not then who will give me money.
am not in a good mood now.will catcha later.
c ya...